I worship you, Almighty God.

Afew days ago, i was really joyful as i was going through plannings.
and the first disaster strike, when i don't actually know what i want.
not that i really don't know what i want, but i have been too too discouraged by remarks and disapproval from my family.

now, i just find it so hard to trust in the Lord that He will provide. it takes more than just one miracle but probably a few. and God being our God who is able to create possibles out of impossibles, i would really love to put my trust and faith in him that he will provide.
sigh.

my decision isn't any wrong. it isn't wrong. but it is just a matter whether it's beneficial. why do i have to live up to the expectations of people ?
it's so tough!

)):
and yesterday night, i was at tears asking God what is His direction for me? i couldn't get an answer. i waited upon him, but there was no answer. and i really felt so lost. because i still don't know what's the specific direction to take. and God probably just wants me to wait upon him patiently.

and i'm so stresssss!
it just makes me feel like not thinking of it, not talking bout it anymore!!
ROARRRRRS.

yesterday met up with the two beloved girls, emily & annette. ((:
they were a great fun. though much stuff have happened.
anyway, just want both of you to continue to press on and be strong.
like i say, God has his wonderful plans for both of you.
don't keep thinking of money. like seriously, the world is not all about money.
you can't possibly bring money to your grave. your treasures are stored in heaven not in the banks on earth!
i just hope both of you can find joy in the Lord, not in the materials of the world. i hope God will reveal himself to both of you. (:
JIAYOU LE!

anyway.
tonight is the farewell dinner for kevin, claudia, caron because they are leaving SCC! boohoo!!
Claudia left TKPS already )): SAD.

gotta go work now.
i start work at 1.15 today! WHOOHOO. went for an early morning jog just now. super tired now. feel like just nua-ing and sleep! haha.


LOVELOVES

plans. and more plans.

so much planning nowadays.

two things to plan. one is a secret. the other is a half-secret.
haha.

looking through wedding gowns now. haha.
that's my half secret.

the other. hmm.
if you ask i might tell (:
lol. some already know of it. whoohoo.

i will just go with my plans as the Lord leads. lalala.

i'm in a superb joyful mood now. heh. miss my darling polar so much (:

loves!

back from church camp.

was back from camp last thursday (:

camp was simply one word: AWESOME !
haha.
i never ever spent so much time with God at one go before. NEVER!
and after spending so much time alone with God i just felt so touched by the Spirit. wanting to even spend more time with God!

Michael was a great speaker although he often move off-topic. haha. but his stories are really humorous.
i finally had a breakthrough to one of my issues that i had been holding on for so long.
have been hearing so many people coming up to talk to me. my mind was bombarded with conversations and all.

but the best conversation is still one with the Holy Spirit speaking to me and also with Michael and Esther (:
awesome anointed couple of God!

haha.
i won't share my experiences here because it is really long.
to summarized camp; i'm no longer the same. not a caged eagle but a eagle that is free to soar up high for God!


and i finally came back and met baby. was really missing him in camp.
he couldn't come camp because of army )): sad.
and i was just thinking (random thoughts) if we're able to get married next year, the next church camp we can go together. hahahahaha. like i said RANDOM.

-.-
sigh. love him! he's having worship practice now.
and he's not feeling very well.
but i know in his weakness, God will make him strong.


will blog again. SOON. i hope.

mosquitoes attack.

recently i haven't been sleeping well at all.
lots of bites have been appearing on my legs and arms.
frustrating moment yea?

sighhh.
please pray that i can have some good sleep soon.
i'm really very drained from all this motion and whatever. ):

baby's really busy in tekong now.
executing some kind of exercise
i'm so glad tmr it's Friday!

lovelove


p.s i'm intending to get a Nintendo DS Lite next month. what do you think? hahaha. estimated cost 245. (:

striving really really hard.

home from dinner with shalom at an indonesian restaurant at clark quay.
the food is, not bad but there was fish )):

this whole week had really been hectic.

i had a slight fever due to a cold i caught from walking in the rain.
and lot's of unhappy issues resulted from this cold. and i'm really still annoyed but i think i'll just surrender it all to the Lord.

i decided on my final few alternatives to my future career. we will see how it goes.

anyway, last wed, i brought my students on an outing to MINT Toy Musuem.
it's really cool with all the old toys ranging from year 1940s to the present now.
i only got a few shots from my phone. gonna upload them (:

finally caught narnia on friday. it's really good. as in, if you managed to get the hidden message C.S Lewis was trying to portray. and as usual Aslan rocks he's really handsome and survy in there (: and i was trying to tell jeff, that Aslan is a better looking lion than he is. haha. (:
ok short update here.

gonna upload pictures. btw, tmr is my 21st month with my beloved. and i truly still love him so dearly. more than i could ever imagine i could ever love. (:

pictures:
one of my student's birthday.
the little small face girl wearing grey right infront of the cake is fernansa.

blurred poster.
strawberry shortcake.
snow white and the seven dwarfs. the old time snow white had blonde hair not black.
barbie dolls.

bearrrrs.




Singapore banned this toy because of racism.

it was said that felix the cat used to had a big tummy. and there goes.

mickey mouse.

tom and jerry


this poster is worth a lot of money. because king kong is standing on the twin tower.
more mickey mouse (:

astro's boy sister.
godzilla
old time tarzan.

bugs bunny.

batman

tintin!
popeye

my most cheeky pri one boy - li yang.



flintstones!

the end!
hope you enjoyed.