puggy's my life (:

this is puggy (:
haha, she's so fantastic!



anyway, i'm at home down with a flu.
these few days have been great though. the revelation God has given me, i'm so thankful for it (:
i need to rest!

i just wanted to upload puggy's photo.
her birthday was on saturday (:
one years old already.
oh how i love you my dearest sweetheart (:

i'm waiting for NIE notice!
): taking so long.

custard puffs, cream puffs, donuts

I have been working part time at this bakery near my house at Loyang Point. pays pathetic. but i just needed something to occupy me at the moment, while looking for a better job opportunity or while waiting for NIE application to process.
(:

I have been frying donut, making custard puffs, cream puffs, chocolate eclairs, chicken floss loaf, seafood loaf, chocolate rice loaf. etc.
hahaha. what a great experience! yes/no? HAHA.


while ago, i went for an interview to apply as an Account manager. basicallly, its to manage sales. I was offered a $1.9k. but because i couldn't bring myself to be dishonest as i would probably be only working there for a few months, so i told the director everything honestly. I was waiting for school and stuff. I knew i did extremely well for the interview. I knew I exceled for the glory of God.

but i also knew by being honest, my chance of getting the career is only 20%. recently, my friend who introduced me the job said that his director was really keen on hiring me, but because i was only keen for short term, he could not hire me.
I was so broken. broken as in, I need this job. but no i don't have it now.
Jeffrey reminded me, that if I honor God and deny my rights, God will never shortchange me.
And I praise God for this.

I believe there's still an opening, I need to get another opportunity to chat with the director. If i can get the job, I'll commit for two years. oh Lord, please make a way for me. You are the God who plans for me ahead, who knows what is good and beneficial for me. I pray Lord that you open up my doors. I pray all these in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.


"Surrender my prayers and don't worry anymore" that's what i'm trying to learn now. not to worry and be overly anxious. It's not good, and It makes you drift away from God.

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my friend, whom I just cleared up the mess with, shared with me something personal that we once shared during A&C. the issue you're talking about, I'm working hard at it too! and it has been a great breakthrough so far. there're times when i fall, but I know I just have to keep working hard at it. and ask God to deliver me from it and soon, I will be free! (:


I'm going off to the bakery soon. I love this kind of job. can wear shorts/t-shirts and slippers to work! shiok (: haha.
my pay is the highest so far there! HAHA. -.-

loving everyone ((:
btw, I need to keep my hair very long. so i can't cut bob anymore ):
I have a couples photoshoot coming up before my birthday! hahaa. they told me to start leaving my hair to grow. hmmm.
so happy (:

boredom seeps in.

Ina is away at Japan now. I'm missing the daily msn chats i have with her every single day while i try to spend time idling away or looking for jobs!

haha. have to wait till the 16th! which is next monday (:
I still have not found a suitable job yet. sent out more resumes to apply for social services career.
my ideal career is still the social worker assistant. I pray that God will open my doors to it.

I had a really busy weekend the last week.
like on saturday, worship practice at 10am, tuition with kh/js at 1.30pm, youth church service at 4pm. met up with lfc at safra tampines at 7pm.
the next morning, i got up at 5am to go church. after the service, jeff and i went to pizza hut to celebrate our ____ monthsary. hahha. i can't remember how long. ERR. 30th month?
hahaha.

the funniest thing that happened this week was, i went to loyang point's bakery to ask for a job. the uncle asked me, "what's your highest qualification?" i replied, "diploma holder"
He stared at me for very very long. then he said " the pay is $4.50" I'll contact you again

WHICH.... He did not. HAHAHA.
it's so funny la! this is what happens when a person is desperate for job ):
and i just found out NIE/NTU will only inform you of the interview at end of may!
so what am i going to do till then?

haha. open my doors to social work please! i really really want to earn enough to study social work!!

today i have to bathe puggy again. she has put on an amazing amount of weight. She's supposed to wear a cone around her neck to bathe in some stinky rinse that's good for her skin. but guess what! she grew to fat that the cone velco would not stick at all! fat dog! haha. she's cute la!