will you provide for me?

you who even feed the sparrows, definitely you'll provide for me too.

i seriously have no control over my finances, that i realized.
but i guess, i just have to learn (:


jeffrey is coming home today!
(: boy, i'm so glad.

work has been horrendous. i got into a conflict twice a week with a certain colleague. and i was bursting. so i flared up. and just because she's older. it means that i've no respect for the elders.
ok. whatever they say. ):
i still don't think i'm in the wrong. but whatever. not my say.

i hope to begin studying soon. next year july. crossing my fingers and NIE, here i come (:

it's been an amazing journey

look at her leg in the plaster cast. my poor baby.

sleepy puggy. she was dozing off. but then whenever someone is near, she would always wake up no matter how tired she is.
really really sleepy puggy.hehe.



just some pictures of my lovely daughter (:
haha.


one month of amazing journey. God had just taught me so much on trusting him. even when i'm at the end of my wits, He told me to trust Him, because He'll provide for me, and make the best out of the worst in life.

times and times again, i've seen God's work through circumstances. when i was in the most down period, when i thought i could never bear it all, He said trust Him. and when i finally surrendered all to Him, He made this trust so worthwhile. He took away all pain and replaced it with joy and comfort.

i can never say enough thank yous. and sometimes, instead of thankyous, i let him down more.
but yet, He died on the cross for all my sins and shame, so that i may be forgiven of all my sins.
thank you Jesus. thank you for your great love. thankyou for never letting me go at all.



i've met up with ate Dorcas and Joanne already. next month i'm planning to meet up with Jessica. Dorcas have been talking a lot of sense into me. it got my mind straight again. and i know that i'm not too lost now. because i'm finally aware of where i'm heading. and Joanne has been a great joy to have dinner with. she's just like my sister. who always watch out for me and pamper me (:

and coming up next, dinner with jessica soon i hope. have to reconcile with her (:


this coming week, i'll be giving endless tuitions from monday to friday. but i know God is my strength, my power. (:



p.s. my mom just gave me a slimming pants. hahaha. so amusing. it's supposed to like burn your spare tyre and thighs. hahaa. by making u perspire and squeezing out all the oil. it's quite uncomfortable. hahaha. but all worthwhile to lose the fatty thighs. kudos to my mommy.

how great is your love.

how lavish your grace,
how faithful are your ways, oh Lord.

thank you for just pulling me through this season of my life.
it has been so tough. going through the roughs of every day life.
i thank God that He has never forsaken me through all this time.
He provided for me, for my every needs. He dried my tears in times of frustrations and anger.

work has been totally draining. the september holidays are over. how glad i really am.
thank God for the smooth running of programmes.
i've been really angry at how things were running at work, angry at people, getting upset. running to the toilet to let out my frustrations. controlling a lot of my temper and anger. trying to remain joyful all the time. but it is indeed so terribly difficult.

i have been disappointed in my working place times and times again. that i do not dare to have anymore high hopes. i have decided already my last day of work on the 29th of dec.
and i cant wait to leave that place. i will miss the children definitely.

i pray that in these last few months, i will just continue to perservere and press on. (:
God has been good to me all the time.

Puggy just injured her leg, and it was all my fault. oh well. i'm sorry baby.



MICHAEL ROSS WATSON IS COMING TO BBTC TMR. TO SPEAK ON THE TOPIC THAT I MOST WANTED HIM TO SPEAK ON. ((((((: