alive & roaring.

back from dinner with chui li & esther.

had a good time together.





so finally, christmas drama has came to an end on tuesday.

the whole thing has been wonderful.

& it was really by God's strength and grace i pulled through.

i was all feverish and flu-ish for the last few days of rehearsal and the actual play.

i missed the sunday rehearsal. but before that i really managed to overcome all.

praise God! (:



and during the 1st run, lynette & gs came to support (:

during the 2nd & 3rd run, uncle eric, mom, kor & gail jie jie & huisa came (:

whoohooo!!!

thanks a lot

none accepted Christ. but the seed was planted! AMEN (:



i'm really glad. hehe.

anyway. work has been good. another 1 month and attachment is over and i finally get to graduate!

dear has booked in on tuesday.

i miss him loads.

hehe.



maybe engagement really makes everything feel different.

a different level of maturity, a different level of trust, a different level of connection with each other.

hmmmm





&& ina please get well soon (:

gorilla!





loveloves

back from space

i haven't updated for so terribly long!
hehe.

lastest update,
jeff booked out on last wed night. and booked in ytd night.
christmas drama is finally over.
SIP left with one month.
next up: SHALOM RETREAT (:

i really miss my boy terribly much.
bleah.

okay. got to run.
will update soon.

prayer request

dear friends in christ,

please pray for me.

Jeff has finally enlisted. and i'm struggling to really be independent.
i've been too used to him being by my side, solving all my problems. now i seem to have lost a hand. ):

anyway, pray that the presence of God will always be with me to keep me accompany.
pray that i'll have peace and joy in me. pray that God will strengthen me both physically and mentally. i do not want to fall sick when i'm feeling down. and that mentally i need to be strong.
pray that i'll have company always when jeff's not around.
pray that the Holy Spirit will just lead me and guide me.
pray for protection (:


thankyou friends.


blessed love,

a post of emotion

Lord,
in this world. is it only God that man can totally rely on?
can they not rely on man?

at this moment of time, i miss him a lot.
he's far away from me. only for 13 days.
& this point of time, i really do not want to be alone.
because i fear of loneliness, father.

help me overcome please.

tears start to gush out non-stop.
i'm really a drama queen.
as much as i really wish there's a friend next to me to keep me company.
to wipe away my tears and hug me and comfort me. there's none.

my heart aches like mad.
i've came to the stage when i'm so madly deeply crazily in love with him.
but yet he has to leave me to do his duty for the nation.

all these days, Lord you want me to persevere and be strong.
but i find it so hard.

help me someone.
crying out for help is not smth that i would like to do anymore.
but i have to now.
because i feel like i'm disappearing.

Jeff's 21st Birthday (:

happy birthday my baby (:

The Birthday Boy

The Birthday Banner, i made for him. (:

----ICEBREAKERS----

leading the icebreakers(:

jeff's true or false game.
unsure of true or false? hmm.

this is my first time standing infront of everyone. leading games.

and Jeff said he's impressed. & that i can be games i/c infuture!

hahahaha

----Lighting 21 Candles----

still trying to light the candles.
birthday boy (:

----PHOTO TAKING----

FAMILY SHOT

SHALOM (:


SHALOM GUYS
ALL BBTC-IANS


JEFF'S CELLGROUP (or CLUSTER? hmm.)

JEFF'S BIKE FRIENDS(:

DUNMAN SEC FRIENDS

JEFF'S STUDENTS (:

JEFF & MANDY (:


JULIANA'S CELL(?)

ER. I DON'T KNOW WHO'S CELL IS THIS. HEHE.

jeff & me (:

JEFF & HIS FATHER'S FRIEND


----SPEECH----

----TESTIMONIAL----

aaron.
samuel chin

chui li

yung

----SINGING SESSION----

guitarist: James Aw, singer: Jeffrey Aw



----A LOVE SONG----

yea, done uploading!

hehe. lots of photos uploaded.

(:

i had a great time, though had to rush through so much.
but everything went on well.

hehe.

unwrapped jeff's present ytd night.

it was a bomb.

haha.

messy. messy. messy.

unable to differentiate who gave what.

it was really funny when people gave chocolate, book vouchers (lots of them), books, erm billabong wallet & belt (which obviously, he doesn't really use them. hehe).

and then lots of ang bao.

haha.

but a lot of fascinating stuff too.

i'm so tired now.

haha.

enjoy (: