Rainbow Love

tearing apart.
really. alot and alot.

i have been sleeping alot. but not sleeping well. my back hurts alot.
i have been feeling tired most of the time. and i can't focus on anything at all.
i have been losing my appetite. and it mounts to only eating as much as one meal a day.
i have been feeling lost most of the time
i have been neither here or there.

i just want you. thats my most inner desire right now.

Father in heaven, i pray that you'll grant me strength. as i work myself through each day. And i pray that i'll never feel lost because Your presence will always be with me. Father i pray that you'll be my light in my darkness. And that the harsh words from my mom that has affected me rather much will stop lingering in me. Father i pray that you'll turn my sorrow into joy.
Please help me get through everything.
in Jesus's name i pray Amen.

Ina, i want the chocolate now. i need it so much now. ))):
i love u.