Rainbow Love

thanks yemin for burning the cd for me! hahas.
love it . (((:

today school was i-don't-know what to say. friday always seem to be very bad. sigh. because there's UIR and then CSAD. my two more irritating module in my dictionary. ))):

i feel really moody today. i've no idea why. maybe i shud just return home to get some sleep. truely need the sleep.
tmr there's a long day waiting for me. hmm.

im getting my test results for CSAD soon. i already know i fail. so i don't have much expectations already. life is getting even more and more boring for me. im beginning to start feeling that i've no life. but YIKES. ))):

i miss going out with ina; girls day out! i learnt smth from highquest.
that whenever you feel like escaping from the world, no matter where you run to, God's presence is always there with you. you cannot hide from Him. yes, you can hide from the world, but not God.
i feel so comforted by this. because there are so many times, i really feel like hidding away in my own shell. i feel like just crying and sleep and ignore everyone. but most of the times, because i know God is always there. so i wipe away my tear. and smile and pick up myself and face the world.

this is how real God is to me. He is really so faithful.
((((:
im glad to know that there are so many people who cares. really glad.

i was just telling lynette in the lab. how fragile relationships can be. you never know when you will just lose hold of someone so important to you. and to me, i find it even more scarier. because i've lost too many before. and im very afraid. but not many people can tell that im really afraid. the strong personality, the smiley face that i put up infront of everyone.

only a few will really know. i am so afraid. so. God i pray, that i'll never lose anyone impt from my life again. Amen.

okay. enough of ranting. haha. some random post of the day. bleah.
i wanna go home and sleep!
loveloves.