Rainbow Love

my peace is gone from me once again. the peace , that i had seeked for so long, has been taken away once again.

one day. just one day. i'll burst into tears. and not want to face reality anymore. just wait for that one day. my limit is almost there.
who am i to say all this? what position do i have?

i really like the song "listen" by beyonce.
because of the lyrics.
"listen to the voice in my heart."

really, try to listen to the voice that's screaming in so much pain in my heart.
please, try to listen.
i don't want to try anymore. don't want to. ):

my heart has a hole that can never be filled. never be filled. no matter how much i try. im at the point of desperation. i cannot do anything anymore.
no strength. no smile. no nothing.