Rainbow Love

im unreasonably upset.

i've experience the down for 4 days in a row. and it has already demoralized me from deep within.

i wonder how long more can i withstand. God, just how long more? you answered my prayer. twice. you shown me the sign 2 times. and Lord, how can i say no? i said yes. i'll follow. but i've been hurt again and again. what is your plan for me Lord? to strengthened me somemore? sigh.


im going to be home all day. and spend some time with myself, with God. going jogging later in the evening. hopefully God will help me think properly. (:
ok.

i want to go study ecsa (:
loves.