Rainbow Love

i'm so careless with words ):
really.

i don't even mean what i said in my last entry.
oh man, i'm so so sorry if it made you guys misunderstood.
well, from the starting i felt so terrible to be seperated from lynette and timothy. because i thought i'll be able to do even better with them.
but as time really passes, i realized im doing smth that i'm good at. designing web.

its just that until that day, when alan said those stuff. i was kinda taken aback. i didn't know how to react. i felt so useless as a leader. and many many times, i'll just say things or complain and i know it annoys you all. and i just tend to get the feeling im not welcomed. after all, alan and you are close as part-time bfs/gfs. and rooney is alan's friend. get the drift. from the starting, we weren't supposed to be in the same group. but we just were grouped together.

i didnt imagine i would be the leader. but somehow i was just the leader. 3 weeks is just the time that i can drop my burden off my shoulders. i really have no leadership skill and i don't like to lead! haha. i'm really sorry.
just don't misunderstand my words please (:

loves.