another day of leave.

took another day of leave.
in order to really rest. but i'm more of watching tv.
not really sleeping resting.
hmm.
cancelled my meeting with sarah & jingying.
sad.

yesterday i had choir rehearsal for cbtl.
fun with all the parts.

there's one thing i've been struggling with for many many weeks.
i don't know how to describe that feeling.
sigh.
i think i might lose it. because of my annoyance & arrogance.
but 90% of my mind & heart tells me that i don't care.
i don't understand why i'm like that.

sigh.
forget it.
God deal with me please.