it is very difficult to love the unlovable!!

sigh.
look at my title.

its so hard to be a christian at times but it rocks most of the time though.
i just can't bring myself to love the unlovable!
hmphhhh.

great great challenge for me ):

sighh. God save me from this traumatizing issue.
bleahhh.

today gs asked me out for kbox.
my reaction was like o.O
(i secretly thought "this guy must be joking again")
but it was for real.
i told him after 6th dec then.
and lynette is coming along too (: WHOOAAA , love her to bits.

and we are going on 8th dec to kbox and stay the whole night out & just enjoy ourselves,
& celebrate lynette's birthday
& what a way to celebrate while jeffrey is in army

hehe.
& the super gong me forgot that my msn nick was put as "Bleah. lion eat watermelon"
hahaha. & gs kept talking bout lion & watermelon.
& i kept thinking it was a concidence. so blur la.
then he kept calling me xigua. & i was like WHAT?
then lynette tell me "of course la, your msn nick write what."

then i was like . OK!
-.-


SIGH.
and now he can't stop calling me xigua.
i asked him, "how u know i am the xigua?"
then he said "cause your boyfriend look like lion mah"

HAHAHA.
super funny la!
-.-


anyway gs is a very funny ahbeng guy.
very small size.
& he's weird. he talk like mad on msn. but in real life, he doesn't open his mouth that much at all.
and sometimes he pretend he doesn't know me. it happens to a lot of other friends too.
weirdo!
i'm excited for dec 8 already.
please call me out more often, friends. especially when he's away.
BOOHOO.

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