still sick

i'm still sick.
the flu has not gone yet.
sigh. i'm so weak. weak ):
horrible.

yesterday, i met joanne for dinner at parkway. my post-birthday celebration.
sakae sushi again.
didn't really eat much because i didn't have much appetite too, i guess.
but had a really good time talking to her.
& telling her some thoughts of mine, that no one bother to ask me about.

& by talking to her, makes me feel loads better, bout how to get things moving & etc.
its really good to have an elder sister to talk to. (:

she bought me a sweet looking bracelet (:
thanks sister.


anyway,
i've really been struggling recently, but the longer it drags, the more i can't be bothered anymore. maybe i'm too tired or what.
sigh. but i know God knows my situation. & He has definitely encouraged me through many people around me.
so still, all thanks to God.

i would say, even if the world forsakes me, God will never fail me.
sigh. i don't know how to say what's on my mind here.
& i guess its okay.

(:

i'm not exactly emo.
haha.
i've been preparing jeff's gift today.
really tired now. & i'm not even 50% done.
and i'm left with 1 week.
sighhh.

))):


ok, gonna stop blogging.
loves.