a post of emotion

Lord,
in this world. is it only God that man can totally rely on?
can they not rely on man?

at this moment of time, i miss him a lot.
he's far away from me. only for 13 days.
& this point of time, i really do not want to be alone.
because i fear of loneliness, father.

help me overcome please.

tears start to gush out non-stop.
i'm really a drama queen.
as much as i really wish there's a friend next to me to keep me company.
to wipe away my tears and hug me and comfort me. there's none.

my heart aches like mad.
i've came to the stage when i'm so madly deeply crazily in love with him.
but yet he has to leave me to do his duty for the nation.

all these days, Lord you want me to persevere and be strong.
but i find it so hard.

help me someone.
crying out for help is not smth that i would like to do anymore.
but i have to now.
because i feel like i'm disappearing.