faith tested.

After i came back from Taiwan on the 21st of January, I have been searching for a job opening at the children homes, student care centre. but there were no openings.
I finally managed to contact Salvation Army, but there was no reply.
I tried the different tuition agency, there were no news.

now, now, i really feel like the economic crisis is affecting me.
and i'm jobless now.
i'll be looking for Part Time job preferably something to do with teaching or children. :/
but it's really not easy.

sigh. SIM or NIE now. if you were me and you're limited for choices due to financial constraint.
would you rather go into NIE where you are bonded with the gov and have your school fees, salary all covered? Or would you choose to keep hanging around, crossing your fingers hoping you would find a job then apply for SIM Social work.

or, i can choose to go NIE, and complete the bond, then take a masters in Social Work.

right now, i can only leave it to God
I surrender my planning into His hands.

it has been like a rollercoaster looking for a job. everything seem to go downhill for me at the moment.
i would really love to be encouraged at this moment. but it's hard.

just when i thought i should try to apply for NIE incase. i could not. because i lost my polytechnic result slip. and it takes 5 working days to process. (but thanks jame, for helping me go to one stop service centre (: )
and i just pray hard i will not miss the closing date ):
then i thought, i should apply for relief teaching. but. i could not get in the website no matter how i try.
i rang moe up. they said the website is running.
can this really be God's will?

Sigh. what does God really want me to do?


anyway, on the happier note..
i'll be going to batam this weekend with jeffrey and his family (:
his cousin is having her second wedding dinner at batam this time round.
and it's gonna be a 100 tables!


i'm blogging quite early because, in the midst of my sleep, i turned to my left side, and saw a cockroach running. and i was woke up because i'm scared!
haha. it went under my bed. then i dare not sleep anymore.

but i sprayed lots of baygon. -.-
hahaha.

sigh. if you have job opportunities for me.. please contact me ok! (: