last day of fun.

today is the last day, i'm allowed to go out and play.
after today,

i'll put all my focus on my career as a tutor. the tuition centre i'm going to work at somehow is also a ministry to do God's work. so from tmr onwards, i want to do my best to fulfil my purpose in this world.

the worries and burdens on my shoulders, i don't want them to distract me from my destiny and purpose of my life.
as for her, who i've been hurt so much by, i'll forgive her.

i'm so tired.
really tired from all the sleepless nights. tmr, will be a new start of my life.
i want to learn to trust God, put all my trust in him, as i bless others, i hope to receive healing as well, just as michael ross watson told me. that's my only route to healing. the reason why things happen to me is so that i can reach out to others.

tmr is a brand new day.
enjoy myself today as much as i can.
then forget bout all that had happen these 6 months.


on a happier note, jeffrey is coming home on friday midnight (:
i can already imagine me, just running to him, and letting out all that i've kept within me these 3 weeks. crying out all the pain, struggles that i've been pressing on when he's not around.



you are the one that mean so much to me, girl.