looking forward to our wedding.

i felt the sudden urge to blog in the wee hours of the night.
hmm.

recently, I've been so occupied with teaching, administrative stuff and meeting up with friends.
I really thank God for a fruitful one month in year 2010 so far. Once again, my eyes are open to the wonders and amazing love of God.

I bumped into Lynn at my void deck beneath my block. She owns an adorable yet intelligent poodle. Recently, I found out she does private tuition and there are plenty of things that I can learn from her. Really thank God for her. I believe that nothing happens for no reason. (:
And so, now i'm doing some work for her which also means extra savings for marriage (: how glad I really am.

Anyway, I strongly believe that this year 2010 will be a fabulous year for me where I'll be able to be moulded into something more remarkable than my old self & also a year where I'll simply grow more mature and outgrow my peers. perhaps because, I'm preparing myself to be someone's wife and also because I'm teaching.

Teaching really makes a person more mature. It brings out wisdom in you. but most importantly, not to be proud in yourself but in the God who gave you this knowledge and capability.

I, no longer look down at my profession as a full time tutor even when i'm surrounded my MOE teachers. I learnt a lot from Lynn. Sometimes, a tutor can do better than trained teachers. Not that I'm saying I'm better, but I want to believe that what trained teachers can do, I am able to do too! (:
apologies to all my MOE teacher friends. HAHA. i still love you all ALOT!

At times, I feel so inferior to them but no longer! Because God wired me this way. And I gladly accept it!


andand, I LOVE MY CELL GIRLS. THEY'RE SO ADORABLE!
hahaha. I pray that the Lord will continue to grant me wisdom and a heart of compassion for these girls. And the no.5 is growing to no.7 (:
May the Lord bless me with a co-leader too. Someone who has the same passion as me for the community youths, someone who is able to teach english. Someone whom i can get a long with and be good friends with. Someone whom I can learn from and teach too at the same time. LORD, please grant me that person (:

I LOVE YOU, JESUS. you're so so wonderful (: