WARNING : MAJOR UPLOAD OF PICTURES.

if you want them. just save them yourself (:

ina pictures (i know your gonna kill me. BUT too bad.)

i really wonder whats this face for during lecture. and i can't remember when i took this. bwahaha. but if i actually snapped this shot. then it means lecture was really boring. i can hear you scolding me now. :D

at least i know when i took this shot. when we were leaving church. and then i insisted that your cap is ugly. and u said you like it. :x

okay. NOW. your turn Sean (:

this was taken during CMSK1 . (farhana is just behind you.) bwahahas. :x
i really wonder why you were giving me this look. from the cushion, i know this was taken at one of the burger king. hah.
we were playing poker cards. thats what i can remember.
this is the most vivid one. taken not too long taken. i paid the one dollar. (:

coming up next. INA&I

this shot was taken at Raffles City Shopping Centre. the painting was really nice. and i so dislike my fringe. ):
i remember the place. MOS BURGER. i expect you can't remember. you goon.
i put this picture up. only because i thought i looked nice. bwahahas (:
this was our lesbian shot. remember. aiya. the whole series of this neoprint looks really wrong. hahas. who ask you always don't wear skirt.
i don't know when we take this. if you know. do tell me.

hmm. WHATS next ? let me think.
ok. JEFF&I (erm. im only putting up lame shots. haha.)

im already laughing when i see this.

okay nvm . im irritated with blogger now. because i can't upload anymore pictures. i'll do it again.

tune in for more pictures then.

loves

missing you still (:

bleah. i did not go out with Ina today because; firstly it was raining, secondly i was lazy. haha.

i know she felt lazy too. so 2 lazy ass decided to stay at home and rot. (: haha.
yay! tmr is coming. is coming. i love sundays. not because he coming back lah. because sundays i get to go church. (: i love church. but most imptly. i love God.

i feel like posting random pictures. i don't know why. haha.










this is my favorite bear. Weixuan bought it for me during my 15th birthday. haha. im giving credits to you okay (:

its my fave not because he gave it to me. but because it has really good fur. and its very cuddly. i have it sitting by my desk when im studying all the time. haha. cute right!
















see this spastic photo. haha. (:
ina : i haven't send this to you have i ?
hahaha. (: whack me.

at least i did not post other horrible photos of you. mind you. i have plenty in my computer. bwahaha.

okay. i know im dumb. but im just plainly bored. and i want to end off the post with a last picture bwahahas.
a picture that made me really feel like laughing when i was browsing through. :x









tell me about it. haha.
sigh. :x im only amused because of the words ina added in.

i miss both husbands (:


ina been complaining that she have been demoted. so i decided to put you in the same ranking as him. u can have my mons.weds.fri. and he can have my tues.thurs.sat. bwahahas. Sunday will be rest-day (: LOL. im joking. seriously. im just bored. hahas.
loveloves.

im gonna stop. (:
and once again! tmr is a SUNDAY! so be happy everyone (:

im bored! hahas.

really . i regretted not going out with annette and emily. like seriously. theres nth to do at home. sigh. this is killing me. my phone is too silent. haha.

lucky thing im meeting ina tmr. haha. hope time pass fast.

i miss you my darling boy. -a gift from God-

i have almost 72 hours more. (:
sighh. i miss my busy boy. he is too far away for me to sms/call.

haha. im talking to my second husband now. since the first is gone for a few days.
jealous ? bwahaha. im not meeting annette or emily today. because im quite exhausted. didn't really slept much the whole night. yawns.

in order to watch full house and not feel sleepy. i actually drank coffee. quite stupid huh.

yesterday was my last day of work. i really feel relaxed now. (: haha.
and i can hibernate. i really can't wait for Sunday.
haha. loves.

i think i shall blog till here. im really tired and bored. don't know what to say.

byeee.

yay. thumbs up (: i love my new blog skin.

it looks much prettier and brighter now. better than the blues :x
haha.

im feeling so happy today. because i met him this morning. and i had a free ride to work. haha. kinda unexpected though. but still, very glad. hahaha. wheeees. (:

im distressed to announced that today my sales hit 0. sigh. i really don't mean it. and i feel so sorry towards aloysius. arrrgghhhs. i kept apologising. and i still want to apologise.
maybe i should do some reality check. im just not cut out for a promoter job - long standing hours. SIGH. but i love intereacting though. so its a plus and minus.

and the jigsaw puzzle thing is gonna make me go crazy. i realised its really expensive. but nvm. its worth it. ITS A SECRET between Ina and i. haha.

tmr's the last day of work. uber! like finally . hahh. im lazy to blog le lah. i miss him (:

LOVES.

like you said :" falling in love again each time i see you."

i finally designed my new blog skin layout. but won't be putting it up today.
because its late now. and the internet connection is so slow. photobucket won't load. freewebs hosting ain't loading either. i don't usually have much patience. and now i can just hear ina say "patience is a virtue." SIGH.

and i'll tell ina. "WHATEVER." lols.

today is Taka's dinner and dance day. WOW. lols. for all taka staff. and promoters who have worked with them for 3 years. three years okay! i don't mind having a peek at what they are having though. but i only joined for like less than 2 weeks. haha.

im so bored now. time pass really slowly. and i miss him badly. haha. but its ok. with a few sms here and there. its enough (: haha.

i had the most irritating day today. it was really boring. no one to talk to. Vicki had her senior around with her. so i cldn't talk to her. ARGHS. there was only Chris or xiaofeng to talk to. and they are really boring to talk to. its like "cow don't match the horse mouth" translate that into chinese yourself. bwahaha.

yesterday. a guy just poped out of no-where. and ask whether i could be his friend. i told him NO. dang. and he told me okay. im leaving. and i said BYE. what a weird person. i told my MOM bout it. she laughed into my face and walked away. what sorta expression is that ? she is supposed to tell me what a mother usually say. like "becareful." or smth ? but she just LAUGHED. hmph.

today i had a fat day. kfc for lunch. and dinner. chicken nugget and instant noodle. bleah. unhealthy day can. and saturday. my lovable brother is gonna pull me jogging with him again. arghs. i don't like can. ):

i wanna meet up with ina badly. i miss her. and of course i hope this friday can get to meet up with Emily and Annette. for a movie or so. ladies night out. kboxing i don't mind too. (:

haha. i think i should stop posting random nonsense. its getting meaningless right ? hmph.
im going off now then.
loves.

i have been feeling a kind of happiness that i have never experienced before.

ohkay. please ignore what my blog template says. i simply have no time to change it. perhaps on Friday i will re-do my template. (:

haha.
my title explains it all. im in love. and im happy to be in love once more by God's grace. (:
i thankyou. and thankyou and still thankyou. haha.

eversince i started going church again. my life changed 360 degrees. obviously for the better. life improved. i could see my faith growing stronger everyday. entrusting every single moments of my life to God. living in the word of God is good. really good. you see life from a different point of view. He is our amazing God. really.

i have been working. sales have been getting better and better each day. today's a monday. yet i managed to sell seven. and that is really by God's strength i managed to reach my target. AMEN.

haha. im missing that boy again. again. again. :x
i saw SEAN today! bwahaha. whats with the hair. the sides pointing out! haha.

fri.sat.sun. haha. what should i say ?

nvm. i have no idea what im getting at. haha. i just will miss you. thats all. (: you know it.


and. lastly. INA. i miss you. :x WHY never visit me. im going kbox with two frens from work. wanna join ? it is ladies night. 10 bucks. thats it (: Reply me okay? I LOVE YOU.
hahaa.


gotta go right now. actually im going in maple for awhile. i really want to talk to him for just 5 mins. so i'll wait till 11.30pm.

byee. (:

HELLO!

i finally got a short-break from work. but i have to leave for work in half an hour.
im so tired. but i met nice people at work. so work is rather enjoyable apart from the long standing hours.

i really thank God for my past day sales. it seemed almost impossible to hit 6 a day. but at least the sales went up to 5 sets for the last two days. it was really good. if i didn't hit 5set, i wouldn't have got my little break now. (: and i hope today. tmr. and sunday. i can catch up with what i've not sold during the weekdays. pray hard.

ohya. pray for Jeff Chen's father. because he is sick. everyone's falling sick. gosh. bad. must be the weather. and the heat. hurr.

well. im happy. because later he's coming to fetch me. (: haha.
and i've been seeing him everyday actually. funny. haha.

i gotta go lar. sigh. WORK.
loveloves.

hohoho.

its been long since i blogged.
im really very tired today. because i started work on Saturday. sigh. its as if its taking away my life. but NAH. im strong. i'll survive till the 28th.

hurr. i have been out with him before i started work. i really treasure the time we get to spend together cause its really little. but nvm. i guess we both are contented. (:

haha. letme see. i met annette and emily on saturday. they came to taka to look for me. i really missed them alot. its been ages since i last met them. because i have been busy. so it is me who am busy not them. sorry okay. haha.
and then sunday i been to church. but not cell.
and heres my thanksgiving and prayer request (: [i know its kinda late to update now so im typing it here. will turtlefive and the special someone pray for me? thanks (: ]

thanksgiving :
im able to meet up with him among the midst of my work and everything.
i finally got a job though its really boring.

prayer request:
please let me have better sales, say 6 or 7 sets daily.
i do not fall sick in this two weeks.

thats all (: haha. im tired now. tokyo juliet episode 16 is out. but i simply have no time to watch it. i feel so sad.

oh theres smth i must say NOW.
at the end of two weeks - im gonna lose weight. sigh. at the rate im eating. its really a miracle i haven't fall sick yet. its God strength thats protecting me. so AMEN! (:

loves. gotta go. im tired.
heee. miss that boy. he's busy. forever busy. busy busy busy. but i just saw him like one hour ago ? BLEAH. mad. mad. mad.

BYE. haha.

sometimes, i wonder whether my persistence of mailing letters to you are of any use at all. our friendship seems to be drifting even further. i don't even know whether we really still need each other afterall. but i simply cannot let go. hence. i'll still continue.

i finally found a job. the working hours are long. i'll be working from saturday onwards till 28 september. 11am - 9.30pm daily. with no off-days at all. i don't know whether this is bad anot.
the pay is 55 bucks/day only if i manage to sell 6 set of the toy. :x hmm. and i have one set of the toy at home. been playing it most of the day. hurr. but my brain isn't reacting fast to the toy.

its some sorta left-brain development. involves hearing, memory, reasoning and fast reaction. haha. im slow in processing.

the past week have been pretty okay afterall. been out with jeffrey yesterday. suntec was really very deserted. never seen suntec so deserted before. hahas. i didn't get to reservice my phone. because we reached there late. bad.

hmm. i hope saturday, annette and emily will come visit me and accompany me for DINNER.
im gonna be lonely eating by myself in orchard. :x bleah.

blog till here. 2 more hours. :)

loves.

im quite tired today. but i'll still blog. because i found a job and i got my results back already.

Really thank God that i pass everything. although its still D and Cs. and i was really thankful because i knew i did not put in my full effort at all through the entire semester.
hope i can work harder next sem.

And today i found a job. at first i thought i could wait for siti of B-dazzle to give me a call and tell me when to start work. When i finally called her, she told me there were no positions currently available for me. and i was quite disappointed. i mean. she was the one who told me to come back after exams. and now it seems that she ain't so keen in hiring me afterall. BLEAH.

well. nvm. at least i got a two week job recommended by Ina. and thats good! at least i won't spend two weeks rotting at home doing nothing. (: but im pretty sorry towards jeffrey. because i can't meet up with him that often anymore.

and now my exam results (:

CMSK2:B
OPSY: D
DSAG: D
OOAD: C+
APEL2: P
LCJA: F (LOL. actually i deliberately fail jap. because i kept falling sick during this time slots. and then knowing me. i always refuse to go see the doctor. because it involves money. so yah. SIGH.)

hahaa. although my results are not very good. i still pass! yay-ness. congrats to Ina also. she passed everything. haha. gotta go. loves.

the msn is down.
i wonder if its only my problem.
but the web msn is working ! so what is their problem HUH?

bleah. enough of the complaints. i was reading Sean's blog. and im wondering who is RuiEn. im seriously not free to go watch project superstar. (: so SEAN. get-a-life.

haha.

okay. i posted the above as draft only in the night yesterday.
so now its morning. :x hmm. im meeting jeff in prolly 8 mins time. bleah. today will be a long day ? i think so.

and Sean since you said on my tag. nydc. then lets go nydc. but why infront of heeren ? the weather is hot u know ? :x i can only come out at 3pm,4pm. as for present-wise, we'll talk about it again. (:

im hungry. gotta go. byeee. loves.

after many long days. im blogging.
okay lah. my days are not considered long - excep nua-ing at one corner. 1 more hour to 11pm. im always waiting. :x and Ina is always there to chat with me while waiting. bwahaha xD

(: ---> my mood now alright.

oh yah. i just re-d0 the cellgroup blog. Ina and chuiLi said its better. yay-ness.
hmm. today cg was funny. i mean FUNNY. all the suspicious. :x get over it guys (: okay ?

Sean's birthday is drawing nearer. to Ina.Alv.Hajar.Haney. He said he don't mind eating at Paris. but we are not that rich ya. its around 40++ per pax. and plus he's present isn't gonna be cheap. SO. SO. please come out with ideas. funky resturants are fine too. i don't care what. just come out with smth. or we are going back spageddies. and eat escargots again. with all the female topics. SO quick ! bleah.

i think i don't want to work anymore. SOMEONE support me quick. haha. i don't know la. i just feel very nua.

pictures (:

actually i really like this dress. but not when the wind is strong. cause it flies everywhere. SIGH. had a hard time today wearing this. :x
im only gonna post this picture. bwahah. (:

LOVES. 40mins more :) byeeee.

im really sleepy now . so my post may not make sense at all.

the last few days have been pretty eventful. things just simply happened without a perfect reason behind it. thats amazing.

as more and more things happen. i get to know who are people who will stay by my side. and who are people who claim to be by yourself yet continues backstabbing you. RIGHT ina ? we know of that particular someone. i wish i could say he should really die. but nah. i won't say that. one sentence. "i pity you so much." end-of-story.

i found a new life recently. a new person who stepped into my life and brought me joy. i can't really blog everything here right? all i can say is im happy. thats all.
it seems really tough to mask everything here and there. really tough. :x but nvm.

i have no idea what im talking about either. arghs. nvm. i think i better not blog and catch my lovely sleep instead. hahas.
im TIRED. my sleeping hours seem to be getting shorter and shorter.
Emily or Annette haven't called me yet. so im still not sure whether im meeting them at all. im quite happy to stay at home though. then i do not need to spend money. yay-ness.

INA. thankyou for everything. and now i realised what's your MSN nick about i feel more touched than ever. AWwww (: hahas. loveloves (:

and to that special someone: i really wanna thank you for everything (: including loving me. hahas.loves.

nights.

INA IS MAD. thats the first starting point of my entry today! arghs. i miss her though . (: see im so nice can.

THANKS. for deleting my tagboard for me. thanks for thinking of deleting the posts on my tag. im so touched when you told me you didn't want me to read and get angry and upset over it. so touched CAN! loveloves (:

yesterday met Ina and jeff for dinner. haha. i went to this pushcart at downtown and bought some accessory. its uber nice. when i feel like uploading the pictures. i'll. so i guess those who have not seen it. please wait patiently. haha.

yesterday i walked to downtown east from home. and almost wanted to walk home. but NAH!
arrr. haney knows jeff. the world is small haney (:

today i went out again. i came out with the lamest excuse to my mom. i told her i was going school. :x QI. REPENT. :(

i needa go out and send letters tmr. 2 letters to pj. :x i have been holding on to the letters pretty long. INA is coming over to my house for facial TMR ! wheees. hears her scream in pain (:

im gonna stop blogging. i wanna go watch my lovely drama (: lovelove

WAHAHAHAHAH~~
You've been hacked by INA!!
your tagboard has been deleted and replaced with mine!!
You cbox account has been deleted too!! Oh well...

Cheers,
blooper bloop Ina~

i really detest kenneth. i always force myself to say that i don't hate him. but nothing is really erasing him out of my life. nothing. i really do not want to hear from him. i do not want to take his things. i do not want to listen to him. i do not want to receive his smses.

Jesus.

i really really hate him alot. for doing all the things he had done. for destroying the word love in my dictionary. i wish i can never see him again. and i wanna run. far far away from him.

i don't care whether he tells me how much he care. that i've grown up. its really none of his business! all this are bullshit. the words that come out of he's mouth are bullshit! i mean it.

i hate him.

but. i must forgive him before my heavenly father can forgive me of my sins.
teach me how to forgive someone. and forget someone.

im sorry. i feel really depressed now. no amount of crying is gonna help right now. but the emptiness in me is getting a hold over me. and i really feel like crying.
an immature kid. thats what i am. always. and always.

i really am escaping. from the eyes of so many other random people. i hate having no privacy. but then again. blogging is never meant to be private. sigh.

sometimes i really wanna say alot of things. but i have no place to write anything down.
INA. save me. im really in a state of confusion. i don't know how to handle things. i don't know how to react to things. im abit slow in a manner. right now. i want some fresh air. :(

sigh. i don't know where things are leading me to. and i pray that God speaks to me tonight again. i hope i can regain my calmness. and peace in me. :x

i will blog again if i feel like it. loves.