Rainbow Love

disappointed at myself; my weakness. everything.

this semester has been testing me to the extreme. i wonder what's the purpose of everything right now. i feel tired. really exhausted. and i want to give up right now. i don't understand how ina can just feel happy even when the projects are piling upon her. but now i sorta understood. if you have the brains, your effort will pay off .
but if you are just stupid like me, no matter how much time you spent on your projects, you'll not see results. WHY? because you're just too dumb.

trying to figure out how to make this, make that work is really dumb. and now.. i've to resubmit my program again! sigh. the world is unfair. really.
im struggling. and i feel like im becoming more and more of the world again.

I've to really seek God all the time. not only when situations occur, but still, i give thanks, that i am able to have a second chance to complete my project. but i pray that God will actually bless me with more knowledge and wisdom!

loves,
chechi.