Rainbow Love

hurts terribly.

im lost. so lost in my own world.
i see darkness. again. and again.
tell me how to trust; when trust will only get you more hurts?
tell me how to rely? when reliance will only bring you more and more disappointment?

lesson learnt
1) humans will fail you, God will not
2) Don't trust easily. it'll only bring you more damage.

who am i to blame? who can i blame to make myself feel better? what can i do?
i really don't know.

disappointed.