baby's still in camp

you know, you know, i do miss him loads.
this is getting tough as each day pass.
i thought it would get better, but i miss him.
the weekends just seem to fly so fast.

sigh. boy, i'm looking forward to the weekends though.
but every weekend, i seem to be so busy.
hmm. like having choir practice or he going to church, and sunday morning i having choir.
so we still don't get to spend enough time together?
hmmm. time is never enough.
whatever.

i'm down with the cold virus again. my body system is totally weirdo.
everytime when it reaches the alternate sunday when it's time for me to serve in choir, i get the flu virus. spiritual warfare jeff calls it. he said "pray against it"
yes, i've been praying. the last 4 weeks too.
sigh.

God, please protect me.
where's my faith! have faith! faith overcomes fear!


qiqi is almost bonkaz.
really.

i kinda love spending time at home now.
have completely no idea why.
sigh. -.-

love my boy.