(:

i love you baby.

baby booked out on friday night.

went simpang bedok with him & his parents and joyce.

really fabulous time spent together. & i love the food (:

been jogging 3 times a week for the last two weeks. i think its really good to lift up your Sprits.

yesterday baby had a high fever in the morning, pulled myself out of bed at 6am cause i had stupid stomach pains. and then rushed to his house to nurse my sick baby.

haha. he was really warm when i reached his place. i reached at 7am!

hmm, poor thing.

but God being so good, being our healer, baby was well by noon. let him sleep more. & some stupid random stuff happen. i was brawling like a baby then. not wanting to let him go for mentoring cellgroup. -.- haha. maybe it was due to the last two weeks, trying to be really strong and not shed a single tear, i cried so much on saturday. and he cried. i was really upset that i made him cried.

but again, it always melt my heart to see him shed a single tear. (: he's my precious.

haha. then sunday went to church with a heavy heart not due to him, but a lot of other struggles and burdens. so worship was power today!

it was one that you can just see everyone so touched by God's presence, wanting more & more of him. i was totally touched to tears, reminded of God's grace and love, that we are forgiven.

so it was really a moment, where i could just sing out praises for God in whatever circumstances - good or bad.

sermon was a good one too.

so i can say, i'm really renewed in Spirit today (:

i'm going to catch my beauty sleep soon.

i miss my baby so much as usual.

saturday afternoon or sunday morning he'll be back, whatever it is. God bless him, protect him, keep him healthy, help him excel in everything he does. i pray that God will grant him favor with his superiors. he'll not get into trouble. and just be with him 24/7. and thankyou Father, for a great man you've given me. (:

amen.

it is so true, that a christian must marry a christian. so that they can nurture and grow spiritually in Christ (:

and boy, why did i not meet you earlier? you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

i was reminded of what aaron chan said, "you're gonna be with him for eternity, on earth for prolly another 80 years and in heaven forever!"

hahhaa. that's true! & everything is just so awesome!

baby, having you by my side really really make me feel blessed.

but i know i've to snapped out of this love fantasy and be independent.

and my goal right now is: to do well at Student Care, to impact and touch the lives of the children.

this is definitely not my end-point, but oh Lord, whatever it is you want me to do for you, i'll obey you and do your good works. i pray you'll guide me, you'll teach me your ways. and i'll just grow and draw closer to you.

(:

blessed week, everyone.

p.s Valentine's is coming soon. hehehe.