pressure.

I keep crying out to the Lord, "help me. I'm helpless at this moment."

my heart aches for the girls. Lord, how much i want to help them but i have no ability to do so. I keep praying Lord, for your miracles and wonders to happen. I know they'll happen but I do not know when.

today, during worship, I kept interceding for them. I cried out to you Lord for them. tears kept rolling down my cheeks. because I was assured that you are always there with me. Lord, once more you told me, "I will not put you through tests that you cannot bear."

Father, strengthen my heart that I may be strong. Give me strength that will enable me to soar like an eagle high up with you. Give me hope when I see no light. Give me empowerment that I'll be able to speak words of life into the lives of the girls. Give me wisdom to make the right choices and discern the right things. Lord, walk with me through this battle. Fight with me in this battle.

your love is amazing. sometimes, I really want to bow down and say, "I can't do it" but then i realised there's really no point in saying that. I can only move on from here. I can't look back anymore now that I've started. Lord, I'm starting to feel the burden for the community in an increasing measure. It's putting on so much stress on me yet I feel so safe and secure knowing that Lord, your name is powerful and that with your name, I can fight and chase away demons and evil spirits. I can fight from victory. Lord, thank you for always being with me.

Friends, pray for me. for increasing measure of strength and wisdom. pray for me that i'll continue to desire the word of God in increasing measure more than ever before.
tmr is monday, gonna spend the whole day seeking the Lord. (:

I'll update on any revelations i get tmr.