projects. projects & more projects.

i've tried starting on csad. i mean my group is done with the G.U.I and all. but then the coding. i really don't understand how to do? I have alot of retrieving from the db. SIGH.

I am waiting for lynette to be back from Taiwan. so that i have at least an idea on how to start. SIGH.
and then the fyp proposal. I need them also. Because we are in the same group
there are really much thing to be done. and the hols are almost over.
I really haven't been pushing myself hard enough.

Im sick now. i fell sick again! after six months. lols. its somehow. like finally? LOLs.
im only blogging a short entry.
hahhaas. bleah.
that boy is busy again. nvm. me too. lols

byeeee.

why am i so negative in my recent entries? i cannot understand the reason why.
im truely very tired.
im truely afraid of trying.
i truely hate this feeling.
and who can understand what i am going through?

you may show me facts that others are suffering more.
but can you lend a listening ear to me instead of telling me?
can you listen for once to my pains.

can you help me ease the missing of someone?
can you help me?

three consecutive days. i have been holding on to this burden in me. leting my tears flow endlessly. yet i have been puting up such a brave front. But deep within. i know how much i may not be able to take it anymore.
i held on. when i heard the sermon on Sunday. i was so touched.
and i want to work even harder but it is so difficult.

i am beginning to hate. to have anger in me. and i hate this kind of feeling in me.

Father, would you help me get pass all these?

can i not look at my mother anymore.
can i be wilful and lead my own life the way i want?
can i stop trying to please every single one around me? I AM TIRED OF PLEASING ALMOST EVERYONE. IM TIRED OF BEING SOMEONE that is weak.

show me the way out. even if there is no one for me to really lean on. can i lean on you? i just need some assurance once more. how to set my heart right again? how do i set my heart right for you and the people around me again ?

how do i stop being negative. and just smile happily?

to be really honest, no matter how much i try to deny. to live in denial, the reality is always there. no matter how much i try to tell myself, my past is NOTHING. but the reality shows it all.

i'll take some time off to be by myself. and set my heart right for everyone.
bye.

Dear Gracious Father,
today is christmas. but i am in an unpeaceful state. i feel the rage in me. i feel the need to pour out everything. i feel the tears in my eyes. i want to be happy during christmas. Because Jesus is born to save me. save the world. but why do i feel such resentment and bitterness in me. Why is it that i feel no one is around to talk to me? why do i sense loneliness in my heart?
this christmas, all i want is a good relationship with my mother. because of the war that is waging in me, i have no peace. Father, please take away all these bitterness in me. that i may be strong and fulfill my mother's expectation of a wonderful daughter.
in Jesus's name i pray, Amen.


i know its christmas. i know i sound really down. crying&all. but i feel really bad inside.
i love my mother. But because i love her; the things that she says become smth that really pierce my heart so much. I don't mind doing the housework. But she gotta understand that i have plenty of work to do. I don't go out and play all the time. I have school. I have a part-time job. i feel like running away from home.

im hurt. im tired. im in pain.
so Jesus, take all these away from me.
SIGH.

relationships are the most fragile things in the world.
but. im not gonna escape from all these obstacles. im gonna walk through it. because i have faith in God. He'll pull me through everything!

okay. christmas outreach was fantastic last night. Simon came. and i am so proud of him. that he finally made the first step back. and im really glad he enjoyed the whole outreach.
He said all of us are friendly and really nice people. hurray shalom!
(((:
im glad.

hahas.
i won't go into details. because im tired.
and ina. im not gonna explain bout what happen when i was blindfolded. HAHA. byeeee.

How can i leave you when i've fallen so deeply in love with you.
i'll never leave you. because you are my everything. God-sent. a gift from God to me. you are fantastic. the right guy that i ever want. your my most precious gift. the best christmas gift i could ever had. you never fail to make me smile. you never fail to make me feel love. because of you; i can smile by my own so foolishly. but also because of you; i enjoy smiling so much. you make my heart melt all the time. even when we seem so far apart and don't have much time together, i still feel your love always and always. our hearts can feel each other's. ((((: i love you baby.

hmm.
today i met ina. went to bugis together. i bought a "jumper" that i am not so in love with. haha. but then again. it prolly looks nice. i don't know. and i guess it was a wrong decision. i spent 80 bucks in a day. but i don't remember exactly how. :x i returned ina money. bought the christmas present for cell. had lunch. top up my farecard and bought that jumper.

hmm. money come, money goes. but its okay. money can be earned again. but now. cellgroup dinner money HOW ?! hahahs. next week im gonna work again and get my PAY. hahas.
Simon off his handphone. SIGH. i pray hard that he'll come for christmas outreach tmr. SIGH. you better come!

i miss my boy. so much. right now.
hahas. the thought bout him always make me smile. lovelovelove.

hahas. tmr ina and peilee gonna get baptized! hahas. i'll be going for 1st service.hmm.
ina.
2nd baptism; any thoughts or comments ? lols . letmme hear it. (((:
monday is christmas; but i'll be spending that day to complete cmsk report and journal writing or maybe swen requirements specs. then tues - fri will be spent on coding CSAD. sigh. its a dread. :((((
but i can do it! hahahas.

im gonna stop blogging. need to catcvh some sleep. though i don't feel like sleeping yet. but i have to sleep 8 hours or not. i'll be so moody. hahahas.
takecare. (((:
loveloves.

and

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE(((:
REMEMBER JESUS ALWAYS.
AND HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR. OHKAY?!

LOVES

give thanks for the christmas season (:

Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because
He's given Jesus Christ, His Son
(repeat)

And now let the weak say, 'I am strong'
Let the poor say, 'I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us'
(repeat)

a song that touches my heart. and makes me want to just continue giving thanks for every single event that happened in my life.
so what are you waiting for? give thanks (:

i am feeling very sick now as im blogging. sigh. i pray that God will protect me and not let me fall even more sick. have to work tmr. and christmas is around the corner.

the year is coming to the end, how will you rate your whole year then ?

A-Very Good, B-Good enough, C-just the same, D-lousier than ever.

for me, i'll rate it A-Very Good. This has been the most eventful year. The year which i have felt the most extreme ups and downs. the year which i have seen myself nurtured and grown.
God's presence in my life made me changed from the inside out.
Will you people who i once knew be surprised to see the change in me? or would you all still say its all an act? well. i guess it doesn't matter anymore.

In the first half year. I have been neither here nor there. Everything seem to be stuck, like a tape not being able to play. But when i finally could move on, the tape started playing really smoothly. that is because God has came into my life again. This time He came in, differently like the previous. All these events, made everything that had happened seem to be with a purpose. A purpose to make me come back to God wholeheartedly, with my own will.

i remember that moment when i ended it all; i picked up the phone and dialled ina's number. i said. "Ina, i want to come back church." with just this sentence that came out of my mouth, the Holy Spirit had started working in me once more.
The extreme downs that i had been through are blessings in disguise. that i can boldly speak of now.

I love to reflect on what has happened in my life. Because through these reflections, i come to know more about my self.
For the first six months , i have been selfish, materialistic, hot-tempered, with hatred in my heart. I have been the worse person anyone could have met.
But for the next six months, i have been the total opposite from what i have been before. from materialism, i have become in a way, that i care for no more riches. no more nice clothes, no more popularity. all these seem to have been taken away by God. i have been forgiving and patient. and i have never been like that before.
I have forgived the people i needed to forgive. I have learnt to curb my temper.

God has been reminding me once and once again, to humble myself. Especially when i am serving in Choir. It takes alot of effort to really humble yourself. When i meet annoying people, the usual me will tend to just ignore and speak behind that person's back. I confess, i still do that nowadays. but rarely. even so, i still need to learn. to change.

I am proud of the way i have change with God's strength. And suddenly i remember telling Perline this: "you cannot change your character yourself, only with God's strength and power then you'll be able to change." I don't know to others, is this true. But to me, i felt this way. one year back then, i had a group of people around me who kept telling me to change. "Qiqi, you must change." everywhere i went, people told me my attitude was bad. people told me they didn't like me at times. because i am selfish.

Back then, i kept asking myself. What have i done wrong? what do i need to change. I tried my best. I tried to change. I spoke lesser. I didn't make the decisions anymore. I let the others do. I gave in again and again. Until one day i broke down and cried " i can't change! i can't "
and i left things dangling on that way.

When i have came back to church. I did not need to tell myself I want to change. I did not try to change. But God changed me. Through the scriptures, through people, through the sermon. God changed my heart deep from within. I could no longer find myself flaring up. I could no longer find myself having hatred in me. I could no longer tick off people when ever i want.
Praise God.

The way God has work in me, others may not see. But i see it. and i feel it. i remember jeffrey and i were talking bout personalities. Each bird represent a different personality. When he told me i was a dove. I was really amazed.
Me a dove ? How can it be. But i realised personality do change. And i have changed.

From the mouth that curses all day, my mouth now sing praises of the Lord. And determined not to curse anymore. How can i give my testimony to people around me?
How can i teach people to trust God in the hard times?
How can i relate to everyone using my past? i have fell down and down many many times, But i always have the most amazing people beside me who pull me up. No matter, how deep i fell in, how hard i fell, i always manage to pick myself up.

No doubt. Whenever i start dwelling in the past, the pain comes in. I still cry. I still tell God, i want to see them so much. I want my parents, my family back. I tell God i envy families. I tell God this is not fair. Why must i go through so much, when most can just lead their life normally? I cry out all the time to God. But each time i cry out, God reassure me. Each time, i feel a certain tingle in my heart. A warmth that slowly fills my body. A love that feels the emptiness. And the words will ring in my heart " God loves u."

God is good all the time. And all the time God is good. This i must really say Amen to.
I have never felt God so strongly than ever until this year. I have never experienced God's love as much until this year. I have never prayed that much. have never worshipped that much. have never did my QT that much until this year.
i feel so loved, so wanted in God's arms now.
He gave me the boy that i needed most when i felt like giving up. I asked God, when will i ever experienced the love that i always wanted. And true enough. I met him. I met him, but i was still in doubt. I ask God again, are you sure? he is the one for me? I prayed for a sign.

God showed me the sign. Perline and Lynette said before " How can two people come together, meet in church, love at first sight. and they are both christians? Isn't this God-planned?"
When i think bout this, i smile. I jump for joy. and i exclaim. Thankyou Father for this precious gift You have blessed me with!

Each time i reach out to people, the Holy Spirit works in me non-stop. Amazing words flow out from my mouth. To comfort them. To also remind them that God is always here. And each time a broken heart is in front of me, i feel God calling out to me, go speak to them. They need a listening ear. And i'll just reach out my hand to them.

enough of the reflections. my resolution for year 2007? hmm.

i have just signed up as a volunteer for children's society.
It always had been my dream to help the abandoned children. I have been through what they have gone through. And this time i am able to really give my all and all.
I want to serve God more.
I want to leave heartprints.
I want to have a closer relationship with God.
I want to grow spiritually to a higher level.

i give thanks for the wonderful calling back to Christ.
i give thanks that it is God's calling for me serve in choir.
i give thanks for jeffrey.
i give thanks for Ina who always stood by me.
i give thanks for the wonderful cellgroup.
i give thanks for lynette, perline and stephanie.
i give thanks for the improvement in grades this semester.
i give thanks for the change in my heart.
i give thanks for all the wonderful events that has happened.

And indeed. God is great. He our gracious Father!

thats the end of my entry today. long one (:
loves.

IM TIRED.

hahas.
i have been out every single day. and tmr i just want to stay at home. :x
SIGH. my mom has been nagging every single day. in order to have a good christmas weekend. i have to stay at home tmr. and also do the housework. (((:

i haven't been updating. because im really busy. exams are finally over. and im mid into the holidays already. and i have not started on any of my school work. so im really dead. next week i'll be rushing alot. hmm.

i won't be bloging long entry. so yah. i just update for the sake of it huh.
im going to bed soon. hahas.
i have been so tired doing christmas cards. a whole lot of 41 cards. ))): and im not even half through. sigh.

gotta go.
loveloves.

i miss my boy.
and yes. i love him alot.

well. i know i haven't been blogging.

i really seldom have the time to do that. maybe soon. after term-test.

i have been really busy. doing all kinds of assignment. i seriously mean all-kinds. i had to rush my creative writing journal, my UIR portfolio, my WBAT webpages + coding, study for cmsk reference TEST. and i had to even start thinking on how to do CSAD forms and coding.

Not only that. on 5th janaury. which means immediately after my term break.

i have a few submissions. like my creative writing 7 more entries. my CSAD project about some airline system, my UIR portfolio part 2. i think there's more to come.

i already lost track of what to hand in. SIGH. i can't work for the whole two weeks. seem like i'll continue working for David. then i'll have time to work in the evening for all my submissions. lucky people who are going overseas. I really pray hard that God will show me favor this semester. although im piling with projects, but i really had a good time learning new stuff.

And it seems like i have been doing rather well too. i hope to continue this way. Really.

and i want to do well for every project on hand. i want to at least pull my GPA to 2.0. I know its hard. But i always felt that nothing is impossible. with my effort and God's favor. I know i can do it. yah.

and Happy Birthday INA and Kaiyan !

hmmm. both of you have grown older. i can't think of anything to say. But do well in school. Study hard. (: and All the best. (((:

and specially for INA: cure your laziness. ((: be more disciplined in work OHKAY! and i hope you'll get a good major project GROUP. and they will push you and make you learn not to be lazy! hahas. love you bestfriend (:

a lot of events happened every here and now. But im really tired. i'll just upload a few photos. thats all (((:

at his birthday dinner. ((: iloveu.
we were at the cafe again. i tell you we took 17 shots altogether.
((((:
jeff's sister; julianna. ((:

hmm. classmates. (: love them to bits. sorry steph&perline. ure not in this one. hahas. (((:

tadah. thats all. my wbat project is coded. can be build successfully and tested successfully. But there are illogical reasoning inside. So will any kind soul help me. YES you. don't look away ar. call my PHONE now! hahahaha.

loves,

chechi.

im beginning to feel really hopeless.

trying to be really strong is one thing and being really strong is another thing.
im sorry.
really sorry.

i can no longer be..
sigh.
nevermind.

bye.

it seems that i have been only blogging when i need to seek shelter. not really seeking shelter. because i seek shelter from God. anyway whatever im saying is really contradictory.

hidden in despair.
and i hear the voice in my head "peace, be still"
Father, grant me with inner peace once more please.

i refused to talk about it to anyone who saw me tear. but deep down i know its really hard to manage. im always encouraging everyone around me. but when i break down, i find it hard to encourage myself. although i still have plenty of comforting words in my head. but its still hard to let these words comfort me. only God's healing hands can.

i think God is trying to send a message across to me since last week. to seek Him and not humans on the earth. because people will fail me but God will not.
its a hard and tough time. my desire for concern and care has grown unexpectedly stronger and stronger. the pain in me has increased over time. and the strength in me is slowly being drained by every single upset moment everyday.

how can i manage to carry on like this? Only God can bless me with strength and power. to hold on strong. and also to reach out to the many broken souls out there.

so many people around me cares so much. i see it. i feel it. they often tell me not to hide. not to be silent. but what can i do ? what should i say? im loss for words.
maybe its not a bad thing to be silent. i really do not know
if one day he prounce upon this blog so suddenly, i think i'll be loss for words. because i know he'll never read my blog.

my flesh spirit and the holy spirit in me is continuing to battle on and on. my flesh spirit makes me want to shout out loud. to scold. to have anger. to be frustrated and just cry. but my holy spirit tells me that God is with me. "peace, be still."
human will fail me but God will not. this must be often reinforced in my life.

there's pain in me. God take it away. because i'll definitely let go. i know i must seek you and not any other. and therefore. i shall start seeking only You. and no one else.
and therefore take this burning pain in me. and take away this battle that is raging in me.
in Jesus's name, Amen.

that's my prayer for today.
and im sorry to those who saw my tears. really sorry.
thats not me. Never me.

tmr i'll be wearing yellow. i'll be sure to make everyone smile and laugh once more (:
thankyou for all the amazing concern.
loves

no matter how tough, how tiring. i will walk through everything.
to do my best. to walk on boldly.

no matter how much it takes. i'll still be brave.

i miss him so much. he must be having fun now. hahas.
i can hardly find words to describe this special feeling between both of us.
hahahas.

i keep crying over a super sad drama. one litre of tear. yusrin shouldn't have introduced me this show. hahaha. i just keep crying non-stop over it. its simply too saddening.
SIGH.

i spent the whole day infront of the computer either trying to do WBAT or watch the drama. time passes so fast which im really grateful for. because only when time pass fast, then i'll be able to see him faster.
i have been waiting endlessly. to me thats how i feel. at times, i really wish i can see him immediately. but that's my selfishness. no matter how dumb i seem to perline.lynette. i'll still always be me. because that's my kind of love for him. no matter how tired i am of waiting for his sms. his phone call. the day we can meet. no matter how tough to get through each day. im still going to be strong. thats because i love him so much.

((((: loves.
gotta go.
church tmr (((:

i miss you so much. ))):

SIGH.

today i had a really busy day. supposed to do master page for wbat. but i only completed parts of it. its quite tiring to get it all complete.
yikes.

darling is going to malaysia tmr. and im gonna be so lonely. haha. not really actually. i have loads of stuff to do. but that doesn't mean i won't miss him.
its been so hard all these days. i know a minority agree with me.

im tired. going to sleep soon.
and you all should watch 1 litre of tears. based on true story. its really good
thanks yusrin for the recommendation ((:

i love my boy.

more pictures. classmates. ((: great girls. hahas. thankyou for the amazing friendship. and how close we have bonded in just a short five weeks. perline.stephanie.lynette. and also the guys. yusrin timothy and maybe baldwin. ((((:perline.steph.ME during lecture.
i think we were playing around with my phone in the canteen hahas. make a guess where i am at.
lynette. sweet and adorable.
ina! hahas. she's having great loads of fun.


hoho. thats all.
thanks lynette for the wonderful smses that kept me really strong. and the maze is really a good thing. hahas. i love you.
thanks to perline for the concern. and askng me to eat. hahas.
and thankyou to ina for accompanying me the entire day. lifting up my spirits.
thankyou to timothy and baldwin. for being a great company (((:

takecare everyone.
loves.

tearing apart.
really. alot and alot.

i have been sleeping alot. but not sleeping well. my back hurts alot.
i have been feeling tired most of the time. and i can't focus on anything at all.
i have been losing my appetite. and it mounts to only eating as much as one meal a day.
i have been feeling lost most of the time
i have been neither here or there.

i just want you. thats my most inner desire right now.

Father in heaven, i pray that you'll grant me strength. as i work myself through each day. And i pray that i'll never feel lost because Your presence will always be with me. Father i pray that you'll be my light in my darkness. And that the harsh words from my mom that has affected me rather much will stop lingering in me. Father i pray that you'll turn my sorrow into joy.
Please help me get through everything.
in Jesus's name i pray Amen.

Ina, i want the chocolate now. i need it so much now. ))):
i love u.

shall post pictures of CBTL today (((:

heres like a whole load of people.

jessica. me. and karon.
((((:
whole choir. try to spot me. bwahahas. abit hard lah.

my hand is blurred because karon pulled me into the picture last min. yah. :x

im hidden. -.-
blurred. haha.
a bunch of people pouring out praises and worshiping our Almighty God.

end of photos. i miss the time of practice we had together. miss the times of laughter and everything. everything was wonderful during CBTL. well, we'll see each other again soon. yay!

loves

i am feeling all weary and tired today. i had carried a broken heart to church today.
but as i started my morning prayers before service started. as i laid all burdens at the feet of the cross, i did felt an inner peace in me. and that i give thanks for.

choir was good. my second time serving. but i may not be able to continue. at first i felt that, my mom wouldn't have comments about me serving. but i was really wrong. and i have to honor my parents. so i'll just pray for God to speak to me. to give me an answer on whether to continue serving.

and pray for my mom. she backslided. and i just noticed it only now. what a failure i have been. sigh. well. i plan to bring her for christmas hokkien service on the 23rd dec. so hopefully she can go. (((:

i really feel tired today. but amazing thing is. i have this inner peace in me. although im tired. although i know there are a lot of problems for me to face. somehow four words keep ringing in my mind. "peace be with you" its like Jesus constantly holding my hand not letting go of me. and telling me that im here with you to face everything with you.
and true enough i know He is here with me. so no matter how weary i am. i know i'll recover.(((:

i won't blog much today.
i won't be seeing him for really quite some time. mon.tues.thurs.fri.sat.sun.
i still have a lot of hidden emotions in me that needs pouring out. but its only for God to hear. (:

bye.

i have said that i would really like to stop blogging. because i felt its really a dread. But then recently i read from somewhere. that it is really good to jot down thoughts about God. and my daily experience with Him. So i thought i would continue blogging about the goodness of my God.

today i continued reading the wounded woman again.
and i came across this.

FAITH

F- Fully
A- Abandoned to God
I- In
T- Trust and
H- Humility

oh, how true is that. to surrender all our hurts to Him. And He will take them all from us. and grant us with inner peace.

today i wrote another journal entry for creative writing. i shall share it here. im gonna copy and paste it. (((:

Some people said I am a strong girl of my age. Not in terms of physically but mentally and emotionally. Perhaps they are really right after a long time of struggles in life.
I began to know people more. I began to know how to reach out to the broken souls in the world. There was once, I was on the way to school on the bus. I saw this girl, who seemed around the same age as me. On her left wrist, there were scars. No doubt, these scars were evidence of suicidal thoughts in her. I saw a certain sorrow in her eyes that were so deep. The loneliness in her eyes had shown it all. I felt my heart ache slightly.

I prayed, “Oh God, teach me how. Teach me how to reach out to the people around me, even if I do not know them.”
And thus, I prayed sincerely for her. That she will be able to live through the whole lot of difficulties and come out as a strong young lady.

I always felt that people who try to take away his or her life are really foolish. Of course that includes me in the past. In the past, in the darkness, I had always wanted to die. I always wanted to fade away. The whole world seemed to dislike me, and there was no where I could turn to.

I knew how it was like to be all alone. The pain is not any normal pain. But a pain that can really take your whole life away, if you are not careful. I guess this is the reason why only people who have been hurt are able to really reach out to the broken hearted out there. Because only people like us, are able to clearly understand the pain and brokenness in them. And because I emerged victoriously out of my darkness, I am able to relate better to those who need help.

I didn’t make up a story about the girl. I really saw her. And I felt really troubled upon seeing those scars. And these scars gave me tears. I would have liked to hug her and lay my hands upon her to give her my blessings. And of course, tell her that Jesus loves her. But I guess, it would be really weird because I do not know her at all. But I leave it to God to do the healing.
My entry is long today. But it contains much of my emotions of that day.

this is what i have wrote. I just wanted to share.
Well, im willing to be that hand to the many out there who are hurt. wounded deeply. i have been there. but God has shown me the light.

In the wounded woman, i read about how a group of woman with wounds nursed their hearts. When they were asked to draw a picture that represents their wound and God.
one person drew a vase. with cracks. but this cracks has light coming out of them.
The interpretation of this drawing is really simple. God has made use of our wounds so that we may glorify Him.

Once durng sermon, this message was conveyed to me. And until now i still remember it clearly, " God must wound us deeply in order to put us to greater use." do i hear an Amen for that?
AMEN.

thats what i really feel. Let me reach out to the broken souls and hearts out there. Father, i just pray that you put me to really good use. Let my story be a living testimony to the many others out there. That they may face their wounds in their hearts and walk out of the darkness victoriously. Amen.

its a long entry so far. but its all worthwhile.
and one last thing. Never compare your life with other people.
Having troubles are not a bad thing. having no troubles, leading a carefree life is worser. Because they will never learn. never.

hoho.
birthday party was awesome.
thanks to the following people who came:
weixuan.beng.nicole&BF.melissa&BF.sarah.ying.jerome&FRIEND. annette&weiluo.emily&baolong.joanne.alvina.shumin.sisil.haney.sean.ina.jeremy.
chuili.yung.david.aaron.waldy.samuelchin.jeffrey.evelyn.
&&&&& jeff's family (((((:

hahas. thanks to all who came. and those who didn't come because for the weather :xxxx
GARRRHHHHH. hahahas. no lah. pity.pity. hee.

and thanks everyone for the presents.
i got a whole lot of awesome presents (((((: and 3 birthday cakes. the best present i have
received this year is the cell group's present. a book for woman who are dealing with hurts.
recently so much things are happening. but i'll leave it all to God.

i'll upload pictures tmr. i need to continue studying for finance test soon. loves.

loves everyone.

yesterday pictures. hahahas. that explains all. and look at the amt of food my boy eats. gaaaaa. LOLS

heee. im really missing him badly.
anyway today was great!
i love my classmates like super alot now. especially lynette stephanie and yusrin. they are great. and not forgetting lynette one and only BF. they are so sweet lah! hahahas.

anyway. heres the present from lynette and timothy:

famous amos cookie. hahahs. and its so cute. (: thats my third birthday present. whoopeeees.
okay enough of the pictures. wanna see tmr's guest list? LOL. i put for fun lah. OK!

1)ina
2)sean
3)jeffrey
4)weixuan
5)kaiyan
6)chiensing 8pm
7)shumin
8)alvina
9)joanne
10)sylvia
11)yusrin
12)waldy
13)jingying
14)David
15)beng
16)nicole
17)Melissa
18)annette
19)emily
20)yeo
21)weiluo
22)haney
23)hajar
24)wenjie
25)merrilyn
26)nicole's BF
27)samuel chin
28)aaron
29)Chui Li
30)Yung
31)Chris
32)Nicholas
33)Jerome
34)Jeremy
35)Lynette
36)Timothy
37)danny
38)pj
39)Fifa

thats bout it. plus darling's sisters ? im not sure. hahas. anyway tmr will be great. hahahas.

loves.